DEEP 
IN MY 
HEARTBEATS

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"In this monochromatic world, I have chose to admire the violaceous beauty that screamed the introspective bloom in the empire of my being. "

Historia de mi vida

Hey introvert!
Yes. I’m a bit quiet and I don’t share a lot of what’s on my mind. But it’s not that I’m afraid to. It’s just that I don’t often feel the need to. I don’t share everything that crosses my mind because I know better than to believe everything that crosses my mind. I need to take my time. I need time to observe, to assess, to understand, and yes even to correct my thoughts before I let them flow out into the world. I need time because I understand and respect the power of words. So no, I don’t speak often and I don’t speak loudly. But at least you know that when I do speak, it’s going to be something I feel I really understand, something that excites me, that I believe matters, and that sounds true to my soul – because to me, that’s what speaking is actually for.

- Cristen Rodgers


          I am Jamaica Casio. I was born on January 25, 2002. I am the second child, and I grew up close with my siblings. I don’t really have any specific favourite colour. My hobbies are watching movies, reading, and playing outdoors.


          I miss the times when the only thing that I would think of is playing. I don’t have any problems to deal with since my young mind can’t comprehend or understand things that the adults know. I could still remember myself running around the vast area outside of our house, looking free and happy, together with our neighbor’s children. Back in my elementary years, I was too preoccupied on playing, which results to neglection of my studies. But as soon as my age started to increase, my level of understanding grew as well. Questions began to appear on my mind like, why am I different? Why am I not sociable like others do? Why do I have a hard time sharing my thoughts? But when time goes by, I slowly understand how things go like how everyone is different and unique in every possible way.


          When I reach high school, I get conscious of my surroundings and in myself. In terms of studying, I exert effort and attention to it since I regret the things that I did in my younger years. They say that high school is the time where you are going to experience different kinds of things, like various emotions to deal with, adjustments, and many more. I considered my high school experience an amazing adventure despite the struggles that I’ve faced. The people I met in that time are worth fighting for, the learnings that I’ve learned holistically is useful in so many ways, and etc.


          When you talk about my personality, I think that people sometimes mistook me as an unfriendly person and strict. But the truth is that I am a shy person, and I prefer to observe and listen more than to speak. The italic text written above summarizes my whole personality. I also love my alone time because I can deeply think of my thoughts without any disturbance. The funny thing that I’ve observed of being an introvert is that there are times that we act like an extrovert in a period of time, and after that, we just go quiet and regret the things we did.


          All in all, I am happy with what I am now and I hope that I would still improve myself in the upcoming years.